Meditation

Meditation as a Ladder.

“When you meditate and decide to leave bad characteristics and move toward good characteristics, then meditation becomes a ladder you climb, ascending to higher and higher positions.

If there is anything that you are seeking in meditation, it will never end. The steps on any ladder of meditation are endless. However, when you say, ‘O God, I am coming to You, asking nothing,’ then ascension takes less time.”

Apa Yang Ada Pada Hamba

Apa Yang Ada Pada Hamba

apa yang ada pada hamba?
hamba ni lemah, lemah tiada daya
gerakan hamba ni pun hanya dengan izin Tuhan
jasad ni hanya pinjaman
engkau bergerak dalam jasad yang dipinjamkan Tuhan

yang dilihat manusia kebaikan
lalu mereka puji-puji
apa erti pujian itu sedangkan
aibmu banyak Tuhan tutupkan

Tuhan begitu kasih
nikmat banyak dikurniakan
bala pun sama, diberikan kepada hambaNya
tapi itu semua sama sahaja
tidak perlu gembira dengan nikmat
tidak perlu sedih dengan cacian manusia
itu semua dari Tuhan

nikmat dan bala, sama sahaja
anggaplah ia sebagai hiburan
semakin ramai menghina
semakin hati terhibur, bukan semakin merana!
itu semua dari Tuhan

memang kita patut dihina
bukankah kita hamba yang lemah lagi hina?
memang patut dicaci
memang layak dihamun
sebab pujian itu semuanya untuk Tuhan

I got this from doyagrl. It’s so meaningful.
No matter what, Allah is and will always be the first in my heart.

Unglam.

OMGG!!

so there are a lot of grassroots event coming up.. LNY dinner. Appreciation Dinner for grassroots members. then retreat to Genting-KL. & dragon boating thing going on. plannings for the water carnival also.. quite alot of stuff to do.. but it’ll be fun im sure!

finally done the shoot for proj. I think my dressing today was really unglam. some polo tee with jeans. hon ding accompany me to bishan park to shoot. omg. will nvr wear like that again! UNGLAM! my project.. argh.. really hope can complete by fri la. if not.. DIE la.. hah. im so sleepy now.. my body system kinda went off cos of work and all. cannot tahan for long alr. oh no.. haiz…

that’s all for now! toodles!~~

you think

Sometimes I realy wonder what’s going on in other peoples’ mind. What they said is it really what they actually thought abt it or just purely for the sake of saying it out to you. I’ve seriously been thiking alot lately. About so many things that happened. Still having that annoyed feeling! Okay. Im not really thinking today. So sleepy. Need coffee. argh.

Jodie just shouted out, “WHY GUYS DONT WANT TO TALK TO GIRLS AH?” LOL. no guy can answer that question I guess. It’s just to difficult trying to understand man. It’s just the inconsistent flow of emotions in everyone. Everyone has mood swings. People around you affects your feelings. No one around you also affects your feelings. So what you want? I really ask myself this all the time.. Just so weird. I guess we’re all just humans and having different emotions all the time is really weird. I start to think that advertising industry is cheating people’s feelings. It’s like you persuade them and “brainwash” them. Making us to be a more materialistic person & slaves of this capitalist nation. What happened to all the morals and values that were raised by our ancestors? What happened to the meaning and values of life? Regret to say that I, myself start to lose the morals that were put into me by my parents when I was younger. As we all grow up, nothing else matter but money, actually. Wealth has conquered happiness, morals and values of life. Even the courtesy campaign were no longer being carried on. For some reasons the government has stopped it. Money were put in to raise this nation as a strong capitalist nation and making all of us the slaves of this capitalist nation.

But then again having said all these, i know there’s nothing much I can do to change the world or even stop us from becoming slaves of this capitalist nation. It’s just so difficult especially when there are other people around you that also matters and everyone thinks differently. I guess the mind is put in such a way that no one on earth will have a 100% similar mentality as yours. Most people do realised about us becoming slaves of the capitalist nation but many choose to stay put, keep themselves safe and just follow.

Seriously… I have always thought about all these. Maybe that’s the reason why i need to do something more than designing or even the advertising industry. I want to have a job which can at least make people realised the reason for living so that they will not take life for granted. Live once and live it all well. No one’s life is perfect but i think perfect shouldn’t come together with money. There are so much things out there that is so much greater than money. We should all go out and see the world. Being confined in this island just wont do us any good. We’ll all continue to be slaves of this capitalist nation. Even myself.. Really ashamed to say how much I wanted to me a more of a materialistic person than anything else. For some reasons which i’m not even sure what.

I think that gives me more reasons to pursue social sciences. I really wanna do somethng even more. look at the other side of life…