pleasure moments hung before

I really need to talk to Charlotte about everything. But she’s too far away. Just thousands miles away. I need to get out from breathing this stale air. I know I need a break. I need to be off from him & from everything. I know a week or two ain’t enough. But I still have to put myself together and pull through. Im so tired of the same things that seems to be occuring. Sometimes, I really do want to forget this world. Just forget about everything that happened. & to start a fresh. Im tired. Im really tired.

After everything’s over, I am seriously going to promise myself NOT to let the same things to happen to me again. I had it. Just study, get myself to either SMU or NUS Social Sciences. And be happy. Go get my dream car. Travel and see the world. Thats it. Nothing will stop me from working hard. Just thats it and fullstop.

I think i’ll end of with a quote & think about this;

“You don’t need anyone’s approval to love someone, so why bother what other people think?”

Chasing Cars

We’ll do it all, everything, on our own
We don’t need anything or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world

I don’t quite know how to say how I feel
Those three words are said too much
They’re not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that’s bursting into life

Let’s waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
to remind me
to find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that’s bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They’re all I can see
I don’t know where
Confused about how as well
I just know that these things
Will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world

Gong Xi Fa Cai(:

Have a great new year ahead.