pleasure moments hung before

I really need to talk to Charlotte about everything. But she’s too far away. Just thousands miles away. I need to get out from breathing this stale air. I know I need a break. I need to be off from him & from everything. I know a week or two ain’t enough. But I still have to put myself together and pull through. Im so tired of the same things that seems to be occuring. Sometimes, I really do want to forget this world. Just forget about everything that happened. & to start a fresh. Im tired. Im really tired.

After everything’s over, I am seriously going to promise myself NOT to let the same things to happen to me again. I had it. Just study, get myself to either SMU or NUS Social Sciences. And be happy. Go get my dream car. Travel and see the world. Thats it. Nothing will stop me from working hard. Just thats it and fullstop.

I think i’ll end of with a quote & think about this;

“You don’t need anyone’s approval to love someone, so why bother what other people think?”