Bye Bye Ms Despair!(:

WOOHOO! One of the happiest day of my life. Like seriously.. Finally I’ve managed to talk to James and everything’s just awesome! It turn out well and I feel damn good. He feels good too Im sure! (:

Being single again is going to rock my life! I have so many things to look forward to. & this is just awesome! Somehow I feel so relieved. At least I wont be feeling Im not here or there kinda feeling. I think like the way my life is now. I realised that Im totally not prepared to even go into a relationship. I have so many family problems to think about and not until everything’s somewhat stable then you can say you’re prepared. & if you havent loved yourself, how can you want to be loved? You just gotta learn to love yourself first. I’ve seriously learnt alot. About life. About everything. I think I’ve become wiser! (:

So looking forward to Starbucks steamboat later. I know everytime thr’s work, I get to have fun and distress. Even though sometimes, you just have to handle so many things, you know your partners are always there for you. You can laugh and cry with them! Joining starbucks is certainly NEVER a mistake. I love them all! Oh gosh.. I think Mat is the coolest partner. I like to work with him. I’ll just keep laughing and laughing, HAHA.. Just totally awesomeeeee! Oh!! He’s working today! haha… Oh i think Dzul is like on of the best store managers. But I still rmbr the day he made me feel so guilty!

Dzul: Sri! Where are you going to buy food?

Me: Im going to Mos Burger cos Ermi wants to eat some chicken burger

Dzul: EH! Mos Burger not halal you know

Me: Ya i know. But not I eat. Just help him buy

Dzul: You sure? Later Judgment Day God ask you what will you say?

Judgment Day

God: Ermi, you know Mos Burger is not halal then why you still wanna eat?

Ermi: Oh because Sri help me buy so I just eat

God: Sri, why you buy for Ermi Mos Burger when you know it’s not halal? You’re the accomplice uh..

Me: Err.. um…

Back to present

Dzul: So what are you going to say to God?

Me: Erm.. Ok.. I ask Ermi again. ( I walked away from Dzul, went into the store and told Ermi I would buy for him LJS instead)

My mom just kept laughing when I told her. Wah piang.. But seriously, Dzul has a point. oh mi gosh..

YAY! CNY visiting is tmr. So exciting. for $$ !(:

& to james;

My dear James you are just the ultimate awesomeness & I know you’ll be a total awesome 2nd Bestfriend. I really hope you’ll talk things out with your parents and your brother and let them know the truth. I really think things between you and your parents will be totally alright soon. & just know that you’ll always have a place in my heart & i’ll always always always care for you. & i’ll love you to bits and pieces! (: I’ll always love you as much as I love Hon Ding! (=

Life’s never been better! (: