I will not surrender to circumstances

Hmm, Starbucks steamboat was awesome. Ate quite alot. Nothing much happened other than whatever that happened at workplace. I think I shld chg “eastpoint” to “law student”. Nicer eh. So I was only hoping for ‘law student’ to come for the steamboat.. & he did! haha! I was kinda happy. Ok not kinda. I AM happy. (: He was doing attachment at paragon. Aft work then he came over. AND!! I DID NOT KNOW HE’S WORKING TODAY! Pleasantly surprised to hear people talking about him coming down to work. I did talk to him and all & how he had to complaint abt his school work. He’s nice but like what Dzul say, he may be a jock. Cos he’s in Silat and yah he smokes and the malay society thing.. Like he’s just nice. He just had to sit next to me for the steamboat and STEAL my beef patty! URGH! We had a nice “fight” though! (: Eastpoint partners just rocks my socks! Im so happy to work with them cos they’re all awesome people luh! Eastpoint partners are just coolness!

Don’t really feel like talking abt other stuffs. Just that somehow now I feel sad. James and I like not really talking unless thr’s smth to talk abt. I think im just disappointed. Nothing else la. You know after a heartbreak, you thought this is it but it isn’t & things doesnt turn too well and all.. Who doesn’t feel sad and disappointed? Hmm. Prolly the same things gonna happen again. I meet more people. I like a guy or find him nice (eg, ‘law student’) Then mayb feelings will develop & the whole cycle happens again? I don’t know. But I don’t want it to happen again. Therefore, I have to seriously do something about it! Im soo not gonna let the same things to happen to me. Tiring & im so tired. I swear I am.. haiz..

oh mi god.. having high fever so rocks now. i need to get well soon! urgh… my throat hurts. my body’s aching. so pain… ahhh…. );