My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

First day of studio proj went well. Looking forward to the end product. Meeting our mentor that so happen to be ’snoopdog’. LOL. Went to NLB after school with Jodie. She met up with Espal, her good friend. Jodie and Jed are pairing up for the Studio Proj. HAHA. Best of luck to them!  I think they’ll do well.

Jodie: Jed! Fuck you la!

Jed: No! How many times I tell you that you cannot fuck me!

My fever getting better but Jed just had to be such an ass

Jed: Agnotti! You also having flu ah?

Me: Ya

Jed: Good! We can do percussion. You blow my nose I blow, you blow!

That is damn sick. LOL. But seriously having people like Jed in class makes things happier. (:

Dropped by Cathay Starbucks said HI to all who was there.  Cos it was near NLB & James was there too! haha.. ohh..Need to do more research for studio proj now. Lots of research!! & & & i talked to Darshini, over Friendster..  Been long man.. Miss all my Higher Malay mates. Esp Rekha and Syu and Bella. Haiz… My grandmother results has been released today. She has to go for chemo. Im damn scared now. I dno what will happen next. ): Somehow I dont really feel like telling anyone about all the problems I face. I don’t want to make anyone worried or you know, will they even care? I really dont know.. Just sometimes I really wish I can at least cry. But too bad. Im seriously immune to crying. I got so sad to hear that my grandmother needs chemo I wanted to cry. I listened to sad songs yet I can’t cry. That’s so wrong. I think Jodie’s right. “Numb already”. Yupp I think I am. oh well.. ):

Sorry Jiaen.. I know I shld have let you know but I didnt feel like telling. I really hope you understand.

Life just have to move on. Im happy the way it is.