After 6 weeks

Hee. Tired. Every other day I say I’m tired. I don’t know if one should be proud saying that he/she is tired. Maybe heh?

Ahh, missed Peirce’s Speech Day, again. It’s not that I don’t want to walk back to Old Upper Thomson Road but I really got no time. I wish I could find time to go back. I miss my alma maters. I haven’t stepped into the new campus yet also! sigh sigh.

Been thinking a lot about logo designing and sketching yet I know my soul is not in the sketches. Shallow sketches I’ve done. Effort slightly wasted. I am trying hard to pull my soul together again. Lost in New Moon I think (haa, excuses for myself!) LOL.

After 6 weeks

Your weary, weak smile looked back at me
Even so, the ray of your smiles did not light up my earth
Neither did it warm my soil
Stood here, staring, realising you’re no longer there

Now there are cracks in your smiles, I see
No matter how hard you’re hiding them, it’s clearly visible

All I wanted is to give you all I had of me
For you to be happy
To be the light for you to guide free

Can I give you my love to mend those cracks?
As I’ve got nothing else to offer than this everlasting love I could promise

Can you come back here?
For I know the wicked wild wind will blow the cracks away some how
And I can continue to see your smiles at the horizons of my sight

Your sweater is the only part of you I’m left with
Though tears may roll down my wasted cheeks as I hug it to sleep,
I’ll still wait patiently
I’ll still hold on to you close to my heart, always

I know one day, just one day
Those smiles will light up my earth again

I’ll wait intently..

No more words left now. I am tired.

Wondergirls

Yeah, wondergirls. Watch them. type: Wondergirls, Nobody on you tube. (: heeh. Totally addicted to the dance. I am doing the dance for my mom’s birthday. Don’t ask why. It’s coool. My mom will be excited. I’m sure. So now I am for sure will have a BIG hole in my pockets. My sister has already bought a pretty expensive handbag for her. Aiyoo. Alah mak sendiri kan..heesh. Haaha.

I feel that work load is getting greater by each day. Wooh. Panting like a mad dog. Hmm, you are not the only one who’s stressed at camp. Me too you know. Just be patient (: His voice changed. Again. I think it’s the aging. The maturity.. Really, no kidding. He sounds different. It’s the sensitivity I have for him I think . CAN’T BE MY EARS. I know. Cos last time with Darren I could hear similarities in voices though I’d not heard from him for about a year. With him, no. It’s different. Eerie in a way. He’s like a different person already. Something’s not right somewhere. I know it.

More things to be done. Work work work(:

NO PAIN NO GAIN!