Crank that! hoo….

hee, Fast and Furious. hooh, that’s wht soujia boy is so repeatedly playing in mind head!

Trip back was aweeehsome! Then again everytime I go back I DON’T WANT TO COME BACK! really. it’s so much slower there. I like. Unlike sg. Urgh, frustrated you cannot keep in pace with time. You don’t have to worry about it there. Ah, my heart always cries when I have to think that I am not actually meant to live there. I hate to go back. Really. I don’t want. I don’t want. You know people there are so much nicer than here. I need to live with more nice people.

So today. I think we’re going to watch Fast & Furious 4 (: heeheh. I’ve promised myself to live life highhh no matter what. So yes, will do justice to it. Despite the fact I’ve been thinking of no one but Darren. Yes, Darren. Haiz.. Don’t know lah. I miss him so dearly. Like really. See this is the problem when you are close to someone the possibility of losing someone gets higher. Then when you finally lose someone it gets harder to move on and then you get upset. MORE & you feel like dying all over again. Same goes to all other men that has ever entered. Or been lingering outside the heart. haa, what’s life if you don’t get hurt.