Tired

I think I am just aging. Despite having a lot of rest I think no words can describe the tiredness I feel now. Wooh. I want to take sleeping pills after Coke Zero proj. Like A lot of sleeping pills for me to sleep through 48 hours or something. I need to sleep. I’m all so tired. Pain like pig. Tired like pig. Ouch Ouch body hurts, throat hurts. Sheesh everywhere also pain pain.

While I am here whinning about my pain and projects to rush, BRUNO IS AT A NICE BEACH IN SOUTH OF FRANCE! WTH. Life is so unfair. Come on Bruno, let’s just change life for this week. I want your 5 days trip to South of France.

I suddenly miss going out with friends. I think it’s a sign I’m dying (HAHA, NOT) I miss Hafiza and Hon ding so badly I see Hafiza sometimes when she comes to school but rarely do I get to spend time with her & hon ding, the so much loved bestfriend is always busy with school and A levels (shit A levels), pretty much like I am with school. So yes I don’t exactly got time to go out with friends anymore My so pathetic life. That I am maybe half proud of.

I was just thinking about the possibilities that can happen between us & the people we love. What if we keep thinking, “There’s always tomorrow or some other time to go out with my friends” and then one day your friend just die, for whatever reasons it could be. Would one regret deeply or just be thinking, “I still have other friends”. Hmm, I think for me, I’d be regretting my decision for not going out with the friend to spend time with him/her & keep thinking I am obliged to put my school work first. I don’t care what your other priorities are but now I’ve decided, Loved ones first (:

I think I should continue to express love I have for people I love (: