Faith
April 21, 2009
I found this on royaleratuwhiterose7.blogspot. I think it’s a gentle reminder for me to keep my faith. To hold strong & not fall apart
How Islam Wants A Woman To Be?

Haha. I am not judging lah. All my friends are beautiful people (: One is beautiful not because of what the naked eye can see. But one is beautiful because of what the naked eye can’t see. The insights of the heart & the mind that is filled with sincerity and love that you can feel & what your heart can also see – My definition of beautiful(:
Funeeh
April 21, 2009
HAHA
VOLAREE!!!! laugh some more lah. (: very funneh. I want to do my ow version of funneh video too! With the mg people(:
I still wonder… I wonder & everyday I wonder. I ask. I wonder. I still don’t get my answers.
Right now I have the feeling she’s gonna get breast cancer again. I don’t think chemo and whatevr whatevr helps anymore. She’s been in and out of KKH Breast Centre like a thousand times already. I’m not sure if this is hereditary in the family but I think so. One side is already waiting on her death bed. I mean like of course we all are in a way waiting for death. But this is a slightly different case. I know I would die of the same cause one day too. Just waiting helplessly for the test results now. Then again I should not think too much, just for now.
I keep questioning. Are there really a lot of feelings that I’ve hurt SO MUCH before that I deserve this? Have I not been treating my loved ones good enough that I deserve this. All I want is the happiness of my loved ones. Is that even so hard?
How can I be at rest when I see them suffer?
oh, to mirza, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! I forgot how old is he. I’ll just put as 21. (so he can watch R21 tmr. LOL) HAPPY BIRTHDAY COMRADE (: have fun at Tekong. see you this weekend!
Seharuman bunga camelia Telah membawaku kembali Ke mimpi indah semalam Tetapi mengapa kita berjumpa untuk berpisah?