Faith

April 21, 2009

I found this on royaleratuwhiterose7.blogspot. I think it’s a gentle reminder for me to keep my faith. To hold strong & not fall apart

How Islam Wants A Woman To Be?

1) That she should be strong in her religion, and not swayed by deceptive appearances, appearances that cause weaker souls to stray, because she knows that this world is made up of short-lived pleasures.
2) That she be patient, pleased with Allah’s Decrees for her, always invoking Allah Almighty for well-being and forgiveness.
3) That she frequently and consistently remember Allah, obeying Him, reciting His Book(the noble Al Quran), and applying its percepts.
4) That she, along with her husband, raises and trains her children; that she becomes a comfort for her husband, and that she avoids falling into that which Allah has forbidden.
5) That she be her husband’s ally, helping him and encouraging him in his work.
6) That she remains honorable and virtuous, looking only at her husband.(*ahem)
7) That she be educated and cultured; that she gains beneficial knowledge, which she applies and then spreads to her friends.
8 ) That she be truthful in her life: to her husband, to her self, and to her children.
9) That she be a sincere and true friend to others, cooperating with them in the promotion of truth and good.
(taken from Al-Mar’atul-Muslimah, Wahbi Sulaiman Ghawji, with minor editing from the writers of What Must Be Known About Islam.)
Yes, Allah knows best. I know things hasn’t exactly turn out good. Be patient Agnotti. Be really really really patient.. Gambatte Agnotti. Be patient. He’s there for me, all the time. What am I talking when I say I have no one. Only He knows what’s best. Cos for whatever that’s happening to me now only He knows why it’s the best for me. (: Thank you Firdaus & Feeza. Through my thick and thin. You guys are always there to make me smile.
Like the extract below..oh, it began with I told him I need to say smth demoralizing to him. Maybe dirty/funny jokes BUT with no hard feelings for sure (: Firdaus! Get well soon tau! (: I’ll pray for you just like you did for me when I had tonsils, during solat Jumaat. Sebab tu Agnotti cepat baik ni (: Jahat-jahat firdaus tapi sayang juga kawan-kawan padanya. Hahaha
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Haha. I am not judging lah. All my friends are beautiful people (: One is beautiful not because of what the naked eye can see. But one is beautiful because of what the naked eye can’t see. The insights of the heart & the mind that is filled with sincerity and love that you can feel & what your heart can also see – My definition of beautiful(:


Funeeh

April 21, 2009

HAHA

VOLAREE!!!! laugh some more lah. (:  very funneh. I want to do my ow version of funneh video too! With the mg people(:

I still wonder… I wonder & everyday I wonder. I ask. I wonder. I still don’t get my answers. :( Right now I have the feeling she’s gonna get breast cancer again. I don’t think chemo and whatevr whatevr helps anymore. She’s been in and out of KKH Breast Centre like a thousand times already. I’m not sure if this is hereditary in the family but I think so. One side is already waiting on her death bed. I mean like of course we all are in a way waiting for death. But this is a slightly different case. I know I would die of the same cause one day too. Just waiting helplessly for the test results now. Then again I should not think too much, just for now.

I keep questioning. Are there really a lot of feelings that I’ve hurt SO MUCH before that I deserve this? Have I not been treating my loved ones good enough that I deserve this. All I want is the happiness of my loved ones. Is that even so hard? :( How can I be at rest when I see them suffer?

oh, to mirza, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! I forgot how old is he. I’ll just put as 21. (so he can watch R21 tmr. LOL) HAPPY BIRTHDAY COMRADE (: have fun at Tekong. see you this weekend!

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