Funeeh

HAHA

VOLAREE!!!! laugh some more lah. (:  very funneh. I want to do my ow version of funneh video too! With the mg people(:

I still wonder… I wonder & everyday I wonder. I ask. I wonder. I still don’t get my answers. Right now I have the feeling she’s gonna get breast cancer again. I don’t think chemo and whatevr whatevr helps anymore. She’s been in and out of KKH Breast Centre like a thousand times already. I’m not sure if this is hereditary in the family but I think so. One side is already waiting on her death bed. I mean like of course we all are in a way waiting for death. But this is a slightly different case. I know I would die of the same cause one day too. Just waiting helplessly for the test results now. Then again I should not think too much, just for now.

I keep questioning. Are there really a lot of feelings that I’ve hurt SO MUCH before that I deserve this? Have I not been treating my loved ones good enough that I deserve this. All I want is the happiness of my loved ones. Is that even so hard? How can I be at rest when I see them suffer?

oh, to mirza, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! I forgot how old is he. I’ll just put as 21. (so he can watch R21 tmr. LOL) HAPPY BIRTHDAY COMRADE (: have fun at Tekong. see you this weekend!

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